SAD NEWS Jade Goody's mum Jackiey Budden, 55, loses baby at 10 weeks pregnant

Jackiey LV Mahina Budden is devastated after losing a baby she believed her late daughter Jade Goody was sending 'from Heaven'.The 55-year-old, who was pregnant by now ex-boyfriend John Hickinbottom, 45, called out an spyder sweaters emergency GP after suffering cramps and bleeding in the night.She was told her baby had died, which was later confirmed after a scan at London's St Thomas's Hospital.'The moment I realised the baby Nike Zoom Lebron VI had died, I broke down in tears,' says Jackiey.'It was so painful, both physically and mentally. It was just so awful.'Jackiey has beaten her drug habit and was looking forward to mbt Chapa another chance at motherhood after losing Big Brother star Jade to cervical cancer in March 2009. She's not in contact with her son Brett, 34, who now lives in Australia. 'I Tods Mens thought God was giving me one last chance to bring up a child,' she tells The People.'I thought Jade was bringing me a little girl from up there. It was like she was Mulberry Alexa Bag helping me from Heaven.'Now I'm so upset. I'm grieving again.'The baby would never have replaced Jade but it would have given me something to love, like I love her.'SEE PICTURES Stars turn out North Face Shoes Men for Jade Goody's funeral>>VIDEO TRIBUTE SPECIAL Jade Goody - how the Now team will remember her>>NOW'S EXCLUSIVE Jade Goody photo album>>SEE PICTURES Jade Goody - an extraordinary life>>SEE PICTURES Jade Goody and Jack Tweed's love story in photos>>Esme Riley

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